My life seems to get on track a little more every day.
I have found a master that seems very interesting and hopefully will allow me with my bachelor of medicine. It's the research master of psychology and educational sciences and it aloows also students who have a bachelor in biology or other related bachelors. I havebeside of my bachelor in medicine a cum laude propedeuse in educational sciences so I hope.. :)
I have decided that I will not try to finish a whole study MLW. I haven't the motivation to study for 5 years or so again. Lately I had only the idea that I had to get all subjects. What's very difficult when you have missed two months because of a nasty excie by medicine. Further I should start all over again in year 1 in a study in which many many people did nog get their master in 5 years....
At best I will be 26-27 when I will have my master... I also had retreive many high school knowledge I've forgotten. All these things were quite reasonably successful, I have past most of my exams but I don't want this 5 years.
I had hardly time to enjoy other things or my study suffered underneath it what immediately leads to delays.
Especially now however I need time to get all things straight: learn to appreciate myself as I am, telling my surroundings and decide how I will stand in life and organize my life.
My thoughts begin to take shape somewat about that:
The most important thing:study isn't everything!
I have friends who have their master but who taked it a year to get a job or didn't get a job at all. I want a job but also want children when I am not very old.
I will study for a year of two but after that I think I want to work. I was already preparing for that somehow with co-schappen in view but that ran a little different.... My boyfriend will get a job on that time and many people around me. I don't want to sit between eighteen year old people at that time whole the day and cann't take care for myself financial (only making more studydebt...).
I want to do something with people what I can sustain physical, working with people with autism or social scientific research or genetic couselor or so..
I think that the master I have on the eye fits perfectly in y thoughts. I will go to an information day in february and will look further then ;)!
Other good news is that maybe I have a part time job soon to get some money to go travelling next summer. My boyfriend ans I haven't the usual vacation ideas.. so no competition in flights to places we will go to so high prices.. We are saving up and dreaming on the time!
Gettings all things in your live a little on tracks makes me very happy. I have examsweek but aren't stressing anymore, I see how it goeds, I don't had to. After the examsweek I take some courses that are a good preperation for the master I have in eye (not 21 ec difficult course to gett my bachelor MLW as fast as goes and getting overstresses), hopefully have a job, hopefully book a journey ans thinking of I will participate in some rehabilitation (which I had wrote immediately because I had to get my study ) and loving life.
About loving life,
I will try to be more creative and will post more on my blog. Things that I enjoy and I need to do at sometimes. I've made a start with that this week. Yesterday I've made tempeh pancake rolls and today I made vegan muesli cupcakes. I'm making a felt fairy and I'm knitting.
Otherwise enjoy people an nature around me. I will try to go more to friends and will take a biologic vegetables packet again! Further I've helped a student of the "maatjesproject" which also gives pleasure.
And last but surely not least I've cycled 70 km up and down with my boyfriend on the tandem lately (500m heighth meters and down again) in a wonderful winter landscape. My joints didn't liked the cold but it was it more than worth. I'm so lucky living together with so a great boyfriend.
Now I go to sleep, tomorrow you will get more a fotopost of my creativities lately.
Here's a sneak preview of the cupackes today:
